Spotting

Well, my swimming date is canceled this morning. I'm spotting again. Can't wear a pad in the pool and something about wearing a tampon when I'm 6 months pregnant squicks me out. Bummer. It doesn't seem to be anything to be alarmed about, but it's frustrating. I keep feeling like my body is betraying me this pregnancy.

I'm having a hard time embracing this. I'm going to the store and stocking up on chocolate and pepsi. Why not?